I'm obsessed with Neocities. I have spent more than two weeks putting together a website with basic HTML knowledge. I don't think I've felt so excited and satisfied with a project in a long time, at least not since I came across Junk Journaling. Suddenly, a new window has opened in my life and in my path to continue learning. I don't know where this place will go, but I'm glad to be trying, I'm glad to continue growing as a person.
Life has been quiet lately, at least for me. University has been going well, I have many ideas for articles and coursework; and now it no longer feels like I'm drowning, that feeling long ago faded, to be honest.
I have decided to postpone the development of my undergraduate thesis, at least until August, because it doesn't feel good to start late and ask for extensions. Waiting is the best decision at this time. Still, I have to put in time and effort because I have many issues in the air.
The future remains unknown, but I have decided to try not to care too much about that. It's a bit useless to spend time thinking and thinking about tomorrow and end up worrying about something that hasn't happened yet.
I'm really surprised I wrote that, when panic about the future has been the way I've lived these past few years. But it's good to realize that I'm healing, that eventually I'll be completely fine. This struggle with my depression has been very complex and there were many moments in which I was on the verge of giving up, but I didn't and that makes me happy.
Now I'm very curious to know where I'll be in a couple of years, what kind of things I'll be doing. I just hope I don't relapse the way I did before, anything other than that is a win to be honest.